But that's... That'd be bothering you with that sorta shit and I mean...

[He's fumbling really hard here, give him a second.]

I don't wanna bother you, I guess? I'm a pain in the fucking ass when I get upset, so uh... I don't wanna unload that shit on you?

[It's not that he think Tsukiyama will think less of him. He's just worried Tsukiyama will decide he's entirely done and ditch him.]