--shit's supposed to record my voice? Why the fuck would I want to leave a message on this thing anyway? They should know who the fuck they're calling if they're calling me in the first place, and obviously I'm not gonna pick up if I don't like them so...
Yeah! I'm not in town right now but as soon as I am again, I'm gonna go visit.
[Filling up on sweets while simultaneously having your monsters beat each other up sure does sound like a good time, doesn't it?]
Oh! Speaking of being in town...did you submit anything for the Valentine's Survey? I actually got matched with somebody I've never met before, so I'm hoping I'll be able to get to learn more about them.
And yeah, I did! I mostly did it 'cause I submitted one for my friend, but I figured it couldn't hurt to see what I got. I ended up with "Gender: beard" so obviously it was pretty great.
Well, actually...in a couple days it'll be a year that I've been here. I don't really know when my birthday is, actually...so I guess I'll be sixteen then!
I really like it too. I mean, I do miss home a lot...but I don't really wanna leave here either.
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I was talking 'bout this to a friend of mind recently. I actually went home for a little while...sorta. Do you know about the thing where sometimes you can go to sleep out of nowhere for a week or so, and when you wake up it'll feel like you've been back home a while?
Well, apparently I just passed out while walking down the street. I didn't know what happened until I woke up and someone told me. But it wasn't like dreaming. I think I really actually went home...somehow.
And I was only asleep for a week, but it felt like I was back home for months.
Mhm. I guess once you're back there's not really much you can do...especially since you won't remember anything anyway. ...I feel worse for the people left behind, actually.
[.......wow this....conversation did take a turn, didn't it?]
Oh shit, yeah, that'd be fucking awful. I had one of my friends leave but I didn't think about it like that. I mean, what if you have people here that you're super close to and then you go home and you leaving is just really, really bad for them? I mean, my one friend gets weird and sad and I can't see him taking me leaving well at all. And if I'm not here to pester him until he leaves the house, he'll probably stay in there until he starves or something!!
Yeah. I mean, I've tried to just not think about it...but that doesn't mean it can't happen. I've gotten close to it...and I've already had a couple of good friends leave.
[...and if Joker left, he honestly isn't sure what he would do.]
I think that's why it's good to just...not worry about it, really, but just know that it could happen, yaknow? And there's not really anything we can do about it. I think your friend would probably realize that, too.
Yeah... I'm sure he does. I just hope nothing like that happens to him. He really doesn't deserve that shit, y'know?
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Well, okay, he does deserve that shit, but I don't like seeing him like that. It's just... I dunno the word for it. Pathetic? Though it's not negative, exactly. "Pathetic" is something I associate with being bad, while this is less... shit. I don't know how to explain it. It's something I don't want to see him deal with because he's... sorta like me, I guess? I wouldn't call myself pathetic, after all.
[SORRY THIS IS SO CONFUSING, JIMMY. He's just trying to get his thoughts in order and apparently that involves vomiting them at you.]
[IT'S OKAY, honestly if there were anyone you would want to just dump all your feelings on, it'd be Jimmy.]
I...I think I understand what you're saying. You just don't want to see him have to go through something like that, whether he does deserve it or not. And that's not really a bad thing...that's normal to want that, I think.
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It's a dojo too? Holy shit. That sounds really fun!
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[Filling up on sweets while simultaneously having your monsters beat each other up sure does sound like a good time, doesn't it?]
Oh! Speaking of being in town...did you submit anything for the Valentine's Survey? I actually got matched with somebody I've never met before, so I'm hoping I'll be able to get to learn more about them.
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[Oh, and speaking of that...]
And yeah, I did! I mostly did it 'cause I submitted one for my friend, but I figured it couldn't hurt to see what I got. I ended up with "Gender: beard" so obviously it was pretty great.
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[Sorry he...can't help but laugh at that.]
I was reading the other profiles and they were all really great. I replied to some of 'em too, even other than the match I ended up with.
What did your friend think of it?
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[ c: ]
Anyone you're interested in dating or whatever?
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Oh...I dunno. Prolly not. I mean, I've never really dated anybody before...I don't mind making some new friends, though.
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Well, actually...in a couple days it'll be a year that I've been here. I don't really know when my birthday is, actually...so I guess I'll be sixteen then!
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[Hang on, let him count...]
Holy shit, it's like, five months or something. That's fucking crazy.
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[TIME FLIES WHEN YOU'RE HAVING FUN. Right.]
But there are a lot of people who have been here even longer than that.
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[Well, maybe not the place itself because Goldenrod isn't Tokyo, but there are some awesome Pokémon and people here!]
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[...]
I was talking 'bout this to a friend of mind recently. I actually went home for a little while...sorta. Do you know about the thing where sometimes you can go to sleep out of nowhere for a week or so, and when you wake up it'll feel like you've been back home a while?
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And I was only asleep for a week, but it felt like I was back home for months.
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[And that's...really sad and upsetting, at least in Jimmy's opinion.]
But when I woke up I remembered...everything from here and from when I was back home. It's...really hard to explain.
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[He wouldn't be really good friends with Tsukiyama. That's distressing.]
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Mhm. I guess once you're back there's not really much you can do...especially since you won't remember anything anyway. ...I feel worse for the people left behind, actually.
[.......wow this....conversation did take a turn, didn't it?]
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[...oh dear.]
Oh shit, yeah, that'd be fucking awful. I had one of my friends leave but I didn't think about it like that. I mean, what if you have people here that you're super close to and then you go home and you leaving is just really, really bad for them? I mean, my one friend gets weird and sad and I can't see him taking me leaving well at all. And if I'm not here to pester him until he leaves the house, he'll probably stay in there until he starves or something!!
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[...and if Joker left, he honestly isn't sure what he would do.]
I think that's why it's good to just...not worry about it, really, but just know that it could happen, yaknow? And there's not really anything we can do about it. I think your friend would probably realize that, too.
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Well, okay, he does deserve that shit, but I don't like seeing him like that. It's just... I dunno the word for it. Pathetic? Though it's not negative, exactly. "Pathetic" is something I associate with being bad, while this is less... shit. I don't know how to explain it. It's something I don't want to see him deal with because he's... sorta like me, I guess? I wouldn't call myself pathetic, after all.
[SORRY THIS IS SO CONFUSING, JIMMY. He's just trying to get his thoughts in order and apparently that involves vomiting them at you.]
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I...I think I understand what you're saying. You just don't want to see him have to go through something like that, whether he does deserve it or not. And that's not really a bad thing...that's normal to want that, I think.
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[Hell, Tsukiyama's been better to him than everyone from Aogiri put together.]
Wow, I didn't mean to just throw feelings like that at you, that was kinda shitty.
[He's also really surprised he didn't end up crying...]
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